How am i supposed to compete,for with all my confidence, i still feel like an elephant in a body of a locust?
How do i win in a world full of competitors?
How am i supposed to tell my stories to a world that has its book full? How if not by building my own small world. But then, will it not let me win or give me credits when i don’t deserve it? How do i become better when everyone wants to be better without me inviting envy and jealous around me? Do i pull down my esteem alittle to show people that i care about what they think of me and to show them that they have effect on me when they dont and i actually don’t care?Do i let fake smiles fool me, people walk all over me so as to give them a sense of superiority or do i walk with my head held high and stumble on them like the queen i believe to be?
How am i supposed to fit in? To accommodate all without the lofty glances, making enemies, criticism? How do i compete with the superior, the weak and the equals? With the world that has all without feeling more or less? How if not by letting people be who they want? How if not by being me? How would you?
How do i show that i love and care too much without being taken for a weakling? Do i stop caring but then be branded with animosity rudeness and in human?
why pluck my teeth off and expect a smile with grace and not disgust and sarcasm dearest world? How fairly do i compete? How do i eliminate evil from good when my good can be your evil?
How would you do it? Is it a competition if i just be me? my competition, with only me as a competitor?
Believe in you.
Know your God. For i know mine.